LUDO
hello! i am LUDO, formally LUDOCHRIS.
autistic teenage geek n a very strange creature skittering around the interweb... if you look closely you might catch a glimpse!
i am transgender and aroace. i am from south east asian heritage and proudly malaysian ^_^ i can speak malay, but english is my preferred language online. i consider myself a "jack of all trades"! i am an artist, animator, writer, programmer, musician, or atleast i try to be!

i have heaps and heaps of interests!
ones that i consider special interests are CATS, ZOOLOGY, ILLUSTRATION and WORLDBUILDING as ive been very interested in them .
i have a few i consider hyperfixations such as YUME NIKKI and its fangames, DREAM BBQ, DRIVE45, TALLYHALL/HAWAII PART:II (i do not support joe hawley and most of the band members).
i listen to many genres of music! currently, my favorite artists are GINGER ROOT and THAT BAND OF HER'S. though, my music taste is fluctuates very rapidly, so this is a very small part of it.
WHAT IS LOSERLOST?
LOSERLOST is a personal multimedia project created by a small team of 1 including me as the writer, with illustrations by me, programmed and developed by me too! (aswell as a few close friends, wonderful artwork and many resources that have contributed to the growth of this project
other than that, its a catchall term for all my accounts and aliases that i have used scattered across the internet
WHY IS LOSERLOST?
phrased quite strangely...
LOSERLOST was created as an outlet for me to share and express myself in the form of storylines. Many of the characters are based off of personas of my past states of mind, but their experiences and mine to not match exactly, i exaggerate and or water them down as much as needed.
as for the website, it is created for me to decompress (albeit causing even more stress at times when my code gets fucked up by MYSELF!) , but its all worth the end resuts. I am far from a professional programmer and this is all in good fun, but if you find something faulty, report to me in my atabook please ^q^
HOW IS LOSERLOST?
i discovered neocities through a video by youtuber OKAYXAIREN in her video aptly titled "NEOCITIES.ORG", linked below
i created the website about a week after watching the video, but abandoned it for like, about 5 months until i randomly got interested and started learning html through many resources i cannot recall, many stolen lines of code, and my lord and saviour, W3SCHOOLS. and refurbished the whole website, twice. until i left on a hiatus of 3 months . i picked back up recently after rotting and procrastinating on it ouhshjjj
the website is currently alive and well (and growing) me relatively included! i try to update it frequently depending on my motivation. my main obstacle is time as my devices are restricted and school is beating my ass!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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i have alot planned for this website, and doing it will take a long time, but i am determined nonetheless!